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Eia /ā-yä'/ (n.,)

Forever faithfulstarkeeper.

a girl who believes in miracles and smiles; one who wishes to speak fluent Fkench

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Of good morning phone calls..

Dad: Assalaamu alaikum.
Moi: Wa’alaikumissalam.
Dad: Kefhalek?
Moi: Alhamdulillah.
Dad: Alhamdulillah. Were you still sleeping? Okay, just get back to your sleep.

He used to call me from the office like that all the time when we were kids. I guess he’d miss us too much when he goes to work and so he calls my Mom at home. He’d ask me (since my brother was still a baby, then) anything I like and when he arrives, I always have them little pasalubongs. Oh. My heart is crying to have those innocent moments back. So when this all-too-familiar phone call happened, I had to stop my eyes from spilling and my voice from shaking. Nostalgia at its best and I’m left defenseless.
Hope you had a good morning, too, hunnehs. ☺

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Was tagged by ate @asmenah and decided to do this challenge pronto. This post only goes to show pretty much what my life revolves around right now. To complete this I think I hafta tag my fevrit Tumblritas/tos but am only on mobile so forgive me. Meh. 😯😐 Sarreh! Hope everyone’s doing fine. Hugs and kisses!

Was tagged by ate @asmenah and decided to do this challenge pronto. This post only goes to show pretty much what my life revolves around right now. To complete this I think I hafta tag my fevrit Tumblritas/tos but am only on mobile so forgive me. Meh. 😯😐 Sarreh! Hope everyone’s doing fine. Hugs and kisses!

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Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements?

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(via iamawesomeima)

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It’s just a matter of time before everyone leaves. And while you’re at it, might as well learn to live for yourself before everything turns to ashes. Because in the end, only He will remain. Staying for you.

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atashinosonzai:

Places of Solitude, 2013 | by Laura Tidwell

Oh, love.

I want this on my blog. MashaAllah. Allah’s creations have beauty of no bounds. Subhanallah.

(Source: foxmouth)

atashinosonzai:

Places of Solitude, 2013 | by Laura Tidwell

Oh, love.

I want this on my blog. MashaAllah. Allah’s creations have beauty of no bounds. Subhanallah.

(Source: foxmouth)

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Anonymous: I'm shy for real. It's better if anon na lang. :) I see. Kayo lang mag-isa jan sa Manila? Anywhoo I admire you talaga. I like how you handle situations and your wisdoms!! Can you recommend some good books to read? Diba 'pag nagbabasa ng books nagbbroaden yung grammar and vocabulary mo? Kasi I'm not that good at english, means of nonverbal. Ty.

Mydeaar! Sorry for replying so late and if ever you get to read this (aka you actually pass by my idle blog), thank you for sticking around. I am really so so sorry. 😯
Anyway, please feel free to introduce yourself! I dont bite. Rawrr~ haha kidding. Uhm, I’m physically not staying here alone, (if you get what I mean). MashaAllah. I am perennially humbled by people who say they admire me. Alhamdulillah tho, for my increasing knowledge in Islam, I am slowly learning that a true believer is not one who publicises his affairs. But still, we are only human. And this blog is where I unintentionally share so much sometimes. Tbh there are times when I think about running away to a new url but meeh. I am just too lazy for the idea. Nevertheless, if you find that you are enlightened by my oh-so-humanly posts, Alhamdulillah. I wish tho, that my intentions are well attained, by the end of the day.
On a separate note, hmm. Wala na akong idea as of now with books! Im sorry. But if you happen to know @nashhbo on instagram, you might want to read her book review posts. They just might help you out. Also you need to send her a message because she doesn’t approve people on instagram instantly, I think. ☺ Hope I helped!

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We love you sir Rudil Rookie! Thank you for allowing us to steal a snap from you! 😉 PS: Sana pala dun nalang ako nag-✌ sa taas ng ulo ni sir hahahaha! ✌✌✌ #metrodiaries (at CPARSP)

We love you sir Rudil Rookie! Thank you for allowing us to steal a snap from you! 😉 PS: Sana pala dun nalang ako nag-✌ sa taas ng ulo ni sir hahahaha! ✌✌✌ #metrodiaries  (at CPARSP)

We love you sir Rudil Rookie! Thank you for allowing us to steal a snap from you! 😉 PS: Sana pala dun nalang ako nag-✌ sa taas ng ulo ni sir hahahaha! ✌✌✌ #metrodiaries (at CPARSP)

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nbmdotcom: Haha. IKR. the song reminds me of that wedding and your short film. Saw the trailer at The Dining Room before it came out :) Galing, galing! —So how's the review so far?

Omg hahaha so you did ate! Kaloka naman! All I get is kilig vibes when I hear that song plus so many memories. And I get sort of sad sometimes, wishing I could just go back to that point in time. #chardrama haha. Anyway… uhh. What should I say? Its so… stressful. Huhu *cries buckets* Im on a Dua’a solicitation spree right now haha. PS: Ngayon ko lang to nakita sa inbox ko. Huhu if I didnt check pa hndi ko na siguro malalaman. I miss blogging and your posts so much, ate! 😄

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Almost 8 hours for almost 8 years of friendship and beyond! Like I’ve sang years ago, “Thank God I’ve found you, I was lost without you. My every wish and every dream somehow became reality. Sweet Bebes I’m so thankful I found you.” 😊 From MOA to Newport! Haha. Thank you Bebes + Serafico fam for the time. Tita Beybz, thank you for being our ever supportive photographer! 😄 Lablab baby Jamjam! All the best in the world, guys! ❤💋 #bebes5ever #metrodiaries #socheesy (at Starbucks Coffee)

Almost 8 hours for almost 8 years of friendship and beyond! Like I’ve sang years ago, “Thank God I’ve found you, I was lost without you. My every wish and every dream somehow became reality. Sweet Bebes I’m so thankful I found you.” 😊 From MOA to Newport! Haha. Thank you Bebes + Serafico fam for the time. Tita Beybz, thank you for being our ever supportive photographer! 😄 Lablab baby Jamjam! All the best in the world, guys! ❤💋 #bebes5ever #metrodiaries #socheesy (at Starbucks Coffee)

Almost 8 hours for almost 8 years of friendship and beyond! Like I’ve sang years ago, “Thank God I’ve found you, I was lost without you. My every wish and every dream somehow became reality. Sweet Bebes I’m so thankful I found you.” 😊 From MOA to Newport! Haha. Thank you Bebes + Serafico fam for the time. Tita Beybz, thank you for being our ever supportive photographer! 😄 Lablab baby Jamjam! All the best in the world, guys! ❤💋 #bebes5ever #metrodiaries #socheesy (at Starbucks Coffee)

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Sweet despair.

Tell me what do you see in her ‘cause I’ve been living in sweet despair. I don’t really know what’s in the cards of life. All I really know is my tears won’t dry tonight. Love was hidden within your smoke, blinding lights and disheartened hope. One mistake is all it really takes to take my breath away. Go on put the knife in. Run away, don’t need you anyway, although I wish you’d stay. Go on put the knife in. You’ve been foolish, and I’ve been stupid. I’ll be crying you’ll be screaming, I’ll come crumbling down. Just the thought of you and I another face in the crowd rather wake up in an empty house than this battle ground. You’re on your own now, you’re on your own now. You’ll be sorry, I won’t worry. I’m okay, better now. Just remember what you did and how it didn’t work out.

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The first instavid am gon’ share features Baby Valix of CPAR! 😊 Omg. Thanks to @icingnhed’s birthday, napakanta sya ng di oras kahit nasisintunado sya sa kaba. Haha (Hindi ko sya crush, okay. Okay defensive. Hahahaha) Video (c) @smhbalt. #metrodiaries

The first instavid am gon’ share features Baby Valix of CPAR! 😊 Omg. Thanks to @icingnhed’s birthday, napakanta sya ng di oras kahit nasisintunado sya sa kaba. Haha (Hindi ko sya crush, okay. Okay defensive. Hahahaha) Video (c) @smhbalt. #metrodiaries

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In tears right now. Sorry but when it comes to the people I care about the most I just can’t help but cry buckets. And my brother also can’t believe it. We’re holding on, in shaa Allah. We can make this through. I love my folks so much I just want to do everything and anything for them. Huhu sakit sa heart, matan. Kung pwede ko lang siguraduhin na kaya ko e. Pero gagawin ko talaga lahat, in shaa Allah. For the love of family. Andrama ko I know. But right now, I just. Ansakit. Its so difficult to try and be okay about it when I really am not.

In tears right now. Sorry but when it comes to the people I care about the most I just can’t help but cry buckets. And my brother also can’t believe it. We’re holding on, in shaa Allah. We can make this through. I love my folks so much I just want to do everything and anything for them. Huhu sakit sa heart, matan. Kung pwede ko lang siguraduhin na kaya ko e. Pero gagawin ko talaga lahat, in shaa Allah. For the love of family. Andrama ko I know. But right now, I just. Ansakit. Its so difficult to try and be okay about it when I really am not.

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(Source: wordsnquotes, via nadirkeval)

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I change my mind.

Not gonna make excuses for you this time. Just, not this time. Sorry I’m an emotional wreck but. Just, but. Sige na. Last na rin yun.

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